AWAKENING
Welcome home. You've been Divinely guided and prepared to re-member what you truly are.
Awakening is the beginning of realization that physical or 3 dimension reality, the matrix, mundane life you experience through your physical senses is just a temporary dream of your higher self of soul/5 dimension; beyond mind comprehension. The only way out is in, because the real guru, teacher, or guide is already inside you all along. At this stage, you asking and looking for what's real, seeking for the truth of everything than what you think you know, also questioning your existence, esp. the point/meaning/purpose of life. You become more in tune with your intuition than your environment. It's no longer the age of belief, rather, the age of knowing; knowing what you already know. Deep at the core of your being, you know that your existence has meaningful purpose that is greater than yourself, although you still find out what that is.
At the beginning of this stage, you feel a sense of inner freedom and bliss of knowing what you really are. But when you back to life again, being awake in the matrix or 3D reality feels like strange or alienated, you recognize how rare and wonderful it is to be "alive". Apparently, the dark night of the soul is just the beginning of greater challenges ahead. Awaken to the multilayers or universal fractals of the matrix, can makes you feel alone / lost / odd, or even almost crazy. You tend to explain the truth behind and beyond illusion to awaken others. The good news is, it's not your job to make people understand/love/be like you. Your job is to inner-stand, love, and be yourself. Others can only receive what they are ready to grasp, and let universe save those that save themselves and focusing your energy to keep planting seeds. Sooner or later, resonance will gravitate to you. Be you, so the right ones can find you.
At this point, you start to recognize that you are beyond the narratives in your mind; rather, the witness of it. The more you increase your self-awareness, listen to your intuition, and follow your curiosity, the more you unfold your truth. It's time for unlearning what are not you such as old patterns and limiting beliefs, so you can unfold truth while embrace the wonders that universe has in store for you. To dive into the rabbit hole and learn to recognize the difference between the narratives of your trauma with the guide of your soul is a conscious choice. Position yourself "in-tuition" and everything becomes your teacher.
Self-healing is the gateway to your authenticity and magnet of what you are meant to be. Mindfulness, mindset, knowledge, and understanding are great investments at this stage that will lighten you expand your consciousness. Utilize all resonate resources to help you re-member your inner guide.
p.s.
Awakening doesn't make you better than others,
you just experience reality from updated state of consciousness so you can feel better for you and others.
Awakening is the beginning of life.
The question is :
"Would you dive into the rabbit hole and answer your innermost calling that keeps calling?"